I should be painting

I

am an artist

of a different breed

only able to create

as much as this blood will allow

even now

these words spread it thin

Sadly my life

is a moving representation

of my horrible timing

"One at a time Bri..."

My mother's words still ring true

As I find it impossible to woo

And you...

You who has pushed me

to the limit

time

and

time again...

Pressed me once again for words

I feel it more more difficult than

I originally imagined

so even though I've failed to hit the mark

with this...

I'll attempt to find us in my canvas